Friday, January 4, 2019

Friday (Re)Focus - What to do when I'm feeling a bit .... meh


On days like today, when my mood is more gloomy than glad, it is most important to remember and focus on God and his presence. Some days, Bible stories comfort me and give me hope. Other days, it's the remembrance of things God has done in my own life or in the lives of people I know that helps me avoid the tendrils of despair that want to choke me.

On days like today, when my heart aches, I find comfort in knowing that God hears my cries. He is not oblivious to the battles I fight. It comforts me to know that the One who created me still knows me best. It comforts me to know that He has a reason for me being here.

Psalm 139 is on my heart today.
You have searched me Lord and you know me (verse 1)
You discern my going out and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways (verse 3)
Where can I go from your spirit? Where can I flee from your presence? (verse 7)
Your eyes saw my unformed body; all the days of my life ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be. (Verse 16)

These verses are precious to me. They speak to my need to be understood, protected, and cared for.

When I am feeling hopeless or just blue, it helps to remember that the Creator of the universe is in control of my life, knows my heart, and understands my needs. He is completely trustworthy. In His embrace, I can relax.... my soul can rest.

Dear Reader,
I would like to know where you turn for comfort when you are feeling blue, hopeless, sad, etc. What is your first reaction? What do you do to keep from slipping into despair?
You can email me using the button on the right side of the blog. You can also comment. Either way, I'd like to know how you have learned to deal with bad days.


Much love and big big hugs
K

Thursday, January 3, 2019

Thursday's Thoughts on .. my word and verse for 2019



Each year, I ask God to give me a word and a verse to define my year. There's nothing magical about this. It simply gives me focus. Gives me something to strive for. Maybe that makes sense. It makes sense to me... guess that's all that matters.

This year's word is "Joy."

I suddenly think this is the most wonderful word in the world. It has been every where I've looked lately. I've been drawn to it these past few months. Drawn to it. I've pondered it. Studied it. Meditated on it.  I've asked myself questions like  "What brings me joy?" and  "Where does Joy come from?" I've considered true joy and the benefit of seeking it instead of mere happiness.

Izzy sent me something just the other day that speaks to what is in my heart....
Happiness is just a moment, Joy is something you carry around with you.

This ties easily to my verse for 2019:

The Lord has done great things for us and we are filled with Joy. Psalm 126:3


Why are we filled with joy? Because of the great things the Lord has done!!!

I want this thought to permeate my life these next 12 months. 

I do not want to coast through 2019. I do not want to merely survive. 

I want to soak up every good thing that God gives me. I want to drink in all the goodness, all the beauty, all the wonderfulness that God gives. I want to embrace it all. I want to be full of the Holy Spirit. I want to grow in and enjoy my relationship with Christ.

In 2019, I want to be more like Jesus and I want to be filled with Joy. I think that they go hand in hand. One leads to the other. 

Do you claim a word and/or verse each year? If so, what are they??


Just my thoughts
K

Tuesday, January 1, 2019

Happy New Year!

The Lord has done great things for us and we are filled with Joy. Psalm 126:3



Happy New Year!
K

Monday, December 31, 2018

Monday Motivation... 2019 Resolutions




I LOVE the New Year.

I am pretty sure I say this every year... but every year it is true.

I love the fresh start that the new year offers. I love the idea of leaving the old behind and embracing the new. I love the possibilities the next 12 months hold. I love that there is potential for improving myself and my life. I love the idea of starting over.

Yes, you cynical person who is shaking your head because we obviously can make these changes on any given day, I know you are out there and I do realize that your argument is valid. We CAN make changes on any given day. You may want to remind me that there is no more reason to hope on December 31 than there is on July 31. You may want to bring to my attention that all the troubles I had on December 31 are likely still here today. You may think I am silly for making resolutions when they are so often broken within weeks.

That's fine. Be cynical. You do you. I'm gonna do me and that means I'm gonna totally love the heck out of the new year.

I wanted to find a scripture to support my desire to make resolutions and was confronted with one consistent Biblical truth...

God makes the plans.

From Genesis to Revelation, people made plans and God upset them with His own plans... better plans... plans that had an eternal impact... plans that accomplished His purpose.

I want my life to make an eternal impact. I want it to matter that I was here. I am not foolish enough to think that God would use me as He used those whose lives are recorded in Scripture. That's not at all what I'm proposing. I just want to spread a little love, a little joy. I want to share Jesus with a few people and, in doing so, encourage them. I want my life to give others hope... if God can use me, he can use ANYBODY. Goodness, if God took the time to save me, He will save ANYBODY.

That being said, I have one resolution for 2019.

I want to be more like Jesus.

Now we all know I can't just leave it there....

I want my life to reflect more of Jesus. I want my attitude to be more like that of Jesus. I want to love more of what He loves and hate more of what He hates. I want to be filled to overflowing with His love. I want to Fruit of the Spirit to grow in me so much that it is what characterizes me. I want to BE Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Kindness, Goodness, Faithfulness, Gentleness, and Self Control. I want to love people like He does. I want to SEE them like He does. I want to be filled with compassion for people who are struggling in sin and I want to share the hope that Christ offers with them.

I've been a Christian for a while and I am a very different woman than I was before I knew Christ. Even so, there are things that I have struggled with all my life, things that I have held on to either because I thought they were insignificant or because I like them. (honesty is brutal) I gave up lots of  things and changed lots of other things quite easily when I started following Jesus. Over time, the Holy Spirit has moved in me and prompted me to change other things, but the truth is, I haven't changed much since I first came to know Christ.

I want to be more like Jesus.

When 2019 comes to a close, I do not want to be the same woman I am today.  I want to be changed. I want to be noticeably changed. For once, I know exactly what I want that to look like...

more like Jesus.

Happy New Year!
K