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Friday, October 12, 2018
Thursday, October 11, 2018
Thursday Thoughts on... too much
A few weeks ago I made a choice to rejoin life. Get out of the house. Get involved. DO stuff. Interact with people by CHOICE (not just because I see them at work or church).
Oh Goodness! What was I THINKING?????
Seriously..
Isn't life is easier in a bubble?
It seems that as soon as I made a step to get involved, people started demanding things of me. The more I do, the more they want. I am hearing "you should" and "don't you think" and "Why don't you" so much right now that my head hurts. I can't breathe, or sleep. It seems that nothing is enough. I need some time to decompress. I need some time to...stop. I need some time to...breathe.
I can relate to this quote from Bilbo Baggins in Lord of the Rings.... "I feel thin, sort of stretched, like butter that has been scraped over too much bread." And, like Bilbo, I would very much like to disappear.
I don't know what else to say about that right now, but I haven't seemed to be able to post all week so I thought I should say SOMETHING.
Much love
K
Oh Goodness! What was I THINKING?????
Seriously..
Isn't life is easier in a bubble?
It seems that as soon as I made a step to get involved, people started demanding things of me. The more I do, the more they want. I am hearing "you should" and "don't you think" and "Why don't you" so much right now that my head hurts. I can't breathe, or sleep. It seems that nothing is enough. I need some time to decompress. I need some time to...stop. I need some time to...breathe.
I can relate to this quote from Bilbo Baggins in Lord of the Rings.... "I feel thin, sort of stretched, like butter that has been scraped over too much bread." And, like Bilbo, I would very much like to disappear.
I don't know what else to say about that right now, but I haven't seemed to be able to post all week so I thought I should say SOMETHING.
Much love
K
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